It took a cross. A Roman instrument of
torture and public execution.
Around this the whole of human history
seems to turn. But why this? Why this extremity of suffering and
humiliation?
Why would Jesus have imagined this as
his end?
Did he caught a glimpse of one when he
was a boy and the Romans put down a rebellion,
crucifying thousands on the
roadsides? And he knew this someday would be his fate too?
Possibly. But why? And how?
How would it turn out that the Romans
arrested him and sentenced him to death as a political criminal, a
terrorist?
How would that happen if Jesus'
teaching had always been non-violence, "Turn the other cheek"?
Standing in front of the cross
countless millions have felt the indescribable vibration of
something new. A completely new human possibility.
So new that it has been given
transcendent names like "grace" and "Holy Spirit."
Surely these names are not wrong. The scripture itself uses them, and they signify an entirely new relationship with what we
call God, with the divine.
But the new relationship could not be
experienced apart from the frame of life in which we all exist. Apart from the body, from humanity. It took a human nerve cell to
tell the centurion that here was the Son of God!
It takes a human nerve cell to vibrate
before a piece of wood and the blood that drips on it.
It takes a human nerve cell to feel
the earth move under our feet while the cross stands upon it.
Which perhaps begins to explain it.
Jesus embraced the cross because his
own nerve cells told him here was the place where the deepest
human vibrations gather to hide, in the body of another. Hatred.
Anger. Fear. Power. Cruelty. Pity. Revulsion.
If he were to embrace this instrument
of destruction and speak into it his indestructible word of truth,
peace and forgiveness, then all would be made new. It only took the
courage to decide to do it.
And that's what the gospels are,
basically the story of his decision. They tell how by a supreme act
of courage and wisdom he got the authorities to do what they naturally do, to collude against him
and bring him to the cross.
No one had ever done this before. No
one had dared. Jesus did. And for that reason God gave him a name
that is above every other name.
And, reciprocally, Jesus changed
the name of God. He spoke into the name of God the very things he
spoke into the the cross. Truth. Peace. Forgiveness. No longer,
therefore, could humanity freely make the dark vibrations within the
cross the shadow face of God.
Entirely the reverse. Because the
nerve cells are made new, so is God!
All is now new! All is grace! All is
Holy Spirit! All is possibility, of a new nonviolent humanity!
Good Friday. Really!
Tony Bartlett, T&P Theologian-in-Residence
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